Just got back from the hospital and just have a good long cry. And now my head hurts like hell.
I don't understand why Dad is SO SO SO stubborn. Why can't he believe that what we do for him was for his own good.
It's an unanswerable question. What children should do when their sick and stubborn dad refuses to do what he was told. (which told by a doctor, for G's sake)
When I get home, I put all stress in a box and throw it in the sea. So I don't have to think about it. In the morning the tidal surge the box back and I'm stressed out again.
Just give me a night to rest and I will be strong again tomorrow. It's a cycle.
Right now, my eyes are swollen twice larger than usual.
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